The Ghost of you and me.

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

The Ghost Of You and me.

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Calvin Matthew
18
Cancer
FRIENDSTER.
Some things that you ought to know bout me.
I dont give a F**K what you think bout me.
I am me,and no1 will change it.
I'm cruel in my language and i may hurt your feelings with it.
Dont get on my wrong side.
Once your there,there is no ticket returning to the other side.
Dont you even dare point a finger at me without any points.
Never judge me. I hate when people do that.
Erm,what more.ask me if you have any question..

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Edited By Melancholyy-
DeviantART.
Coldwindz Basecode.
Is12806 Basecode.
Photoscape .
The song: Ghost of you and me.
All the changes in my blog has been done by my lil sis EQA.Thank you so so MUCH!!!

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I love my GOD
ALLAH
I love my Family.
MoM -a person whom i'm
thankful for giving
birth to me
Father -I'm so like you
Sister Fadilah Hanim-always kind to me
Brother Shahirin -life wont be the
same without you
Sister in law Nadwah-My box full of secrets
I love my Aunties&Uncle.
Aunty Far&Husband -You guys are the best
Mami&Husband -You guys are the best
Uncle&Wife -You guys are fun
Mak Ngah&LateHusband -I luv you guys
Paman Zali&Wife -Awsome
Uncle Dik&Wife -I miss chilling with
Cik Nah&Husband -nice to be related
I love my Cuzzins.
Ayu -I love you so much
Kak Erli -Cool to be related to you
Mira -Watsup DOK!!
Arwah AJE -Your the best Adek
sedare...miss having you
around
Kak Aidah&Husband -Fun to be with
Kak Ean&Husband -Good day mate
Abg Mamat -Cool
Arwah Zaid -I missed you so much
i wish your still here
with us. :(
Shirin -Shall we buy that???
Shamin -Stop playing with the com
when i'm around can???
Jaja -Your a GOTH&I'm an EMO.
Ina -Hey Watsup!!
Suhaila -Best Motivator
Rafiq -Best Dealer
Ita -Pleasent moments with
you in the past
Afiq -your one of a kind
I Love My Blood Brothers and Sisters.
Shikin -Love you
Iskandar -Your the Best
Sharizad -I dont have to say
what i have to say
I love my friends.
Hafiz -Lunch???
Kamini -What would i ever do
without you
Vera -Your my dumbo
Richard -Haiz Sian Lah
Yuen Chung -Buddy
Siok Huan -I miss you
Siti Sarah -12 APRIL!!!
Syahrum -Idk what to write
Shahrana -What are best friends
for???
Nadiah -Nice to talk with
Azie -Sis....i'm all ears
Hafiz -Haiz...go on and forget me
aku kan siape
Syai -Lets shake the fun out
Haikal -Busu...do what you like
Irfan -Lets SHOP!!!
Zack -Thanks for being there
My GA
If i forgot anyone else,do tell{:

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Today after school i went to see a friend of mine

she had juz lost her father on 1st of december around 7plus

i was at my aunt's place

if you had read my previous blog,you would know why i was there

when she message me at that point of time

i sat on the floor

and my heart missed a beat

i look at my sister

and my eyes started tearing up

i told my sister what i had received

she was stunned

i helped her spread the news to our friends

the first 1 was kamini

and the first thing she said was

"HUH!serious...eh dont joke eh"

is death something that i would joke about

that was what i told her

so me and kamini went to see her at her house

tough she is sad,she tried her best not to show it

she told us bout how much the death of her father was alike to her mother's

her mother pass away on the 10 of december (many years ago)

and her dad pass away 1st of december 2008

her mother pass away 1 week before hari raya aidilfitri

and her dad pass away hari raya haji

when she told me those words

i could hear her tone

full of sadness

her eyes stared down to the floor filled with tears

but she hold it back

me and kamini look at her

deep in me i wanted to cry out and let those tears of mine run down my cheecks

but like i always tell myself

i have to be strong for them

so we chatted about other stuff to drag her mind off things

and then when richard(joker) and yushi(as ever dump but funny) came

it became more joyful

tough i know that Zack(zakiah) was feeling dam low and sad

she was strong to not show anything

and when we told her that we were leaving

i told her,after kamini said it

"if you ever need anything,pls do text either myself or kamini and we will try to aid u

as much as we can"

tough its nothing much

i hope she knows that we are there for her

and again,for the 7th time this year

i learn that life is fragile and never ever think that life is forever

life on earth is only a short period of time that god had given to us

and at any point of time,he can take it back

Zack,we all luv you