The Ghost of you and me.


I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

The Ghost Of You and me.



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Calvin Matthew
18
Cancer
FRIENDSTER.
Some things that you ought to know bout me.
I dont give a F**K what you think bout me.
I am me,and no1 will change it.
I'm cruel in my language and i may hurt your feelings with it.
Dont get on my wrong side.
Once your there,there is no ticket returning to the other side.
Dont you even dare point a finger at me without any points.
Never judge me. I hate when people do that.
Erm,what more.ask me if you have any question..


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Coldwindz Basecode.
Is12806 Basecode.
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The song: Ghost of you and me.
All the changes in my blog has been done by my lil sis EQA.Thank you so so MUCH!!!

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I love my GOD
ALLAH
I love my Family.
MoM -a person whom i'm
thankful for giving
birth to me
Father -I'm so like you
Sister Fadilah Hanim-always kind to me
Brother Shahirin -life wont be the
same without you
Sister in law Nadwah-My box full of secrets
I love my Aunties&Uncle.
Aunty Far&Husband -You guys are the best
Mami&Husband -You guys are the best
Uncle&Wife -You guys are fun
Mak Ngah&LateHusband -I luv you guys
Paman Zali&Wife -Awsome
Uncle Dik&Wife -I miss chilling with
Cik Nah&Husband -nice to be related
I love my Cuzzins.
Ayu -I love you so much
Kak Erli -Cool to be related to you
Mira -Watsup DOK!!
Arwah AJE -Your the best Adek
sedare...miss having you
around
Kak Aidah&Husband -Fun to be with
Kak Ean&Husband -Good day mate
Abg Mamat -Cool
Arwah Zaid -I missed you so much
i wish your still here
with us. :(
Shirin -Shall we buy that???
Shamin -Stop playing with the com
when i'm around can???
Jaja -Your a GOTH&I'm an EMO.
Ina -Hey Watsup!!
Suhaila -Best Motivator
Rafiq -Best Dealer
Ita -Pleasent moments with
you in the past
Afiq -your one of a kind
I Love My Blood Brothers and Sisters.
Shikin -Love you
Iskandar -Your the Best
Sharizad -I dont have to say
what i have to say
I love my friends.
Hafiz -Lunch???
Kamini -What would i ever do
without you
Vera -Your my dumbo
Richard -Haiz Sian Lah
Yuen Chung -Buddy
Siok Huan -I miss you
Siti Sarah -12 APRIL!!!
Syahrum -Idk what to write
Shahrana -What are best friends
for???
Nadiah -Nice to talk with
Azie -Sis....i'm all ears
Hafiz -Haiz...go on and forget me
aku kan siape
Syai -Lets shake the fun out
Haikal -Busu...do what you like
Irfan -Lets SHOP!!!
Zack -Thanks for being there
My GA
If i forgot anyone else,do tell{:

Its all about me NOW

Tuesday, November 13, 2007



Even in my heart I seeYou're not being true to meDeep within my soul I feelNothing's like it used to beSometimes I wish I could Turn back timeImpossible as it may seemBut I wish I could so bad


I live my life the wayTo keep you coming back to meEverything I do is for youSo what is it that you can't see

I should have known from the start...what ur like......QUIT PLAYING GAMES WITH MY HEART


I couldnt give a damn what you say to meI dont really care what you think of meCause either way you're gonna think what you believeThere's nothing you could say that would hurt me

I'm better off without you anywayI thought it would be hard but I'm okI dont need you if youre gonna be that wayCause with me it's all or nothing

I'm sick of it YOU dont denyYou're a waste of timeI'm sick of it YOU Don't ask why

I Hate you nowSo go away from meYou're goneSo longI can do betterI found myself againThats whyGoodbye

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Intro Myself

This is Calvin Matthew....Its not my real name...but its a name that i like...ppl can call me Cal,Calvin,Matt,Mathhew.....or simply Calvin Matthew.....

For the past few months...I have been busy studying for long hours in the night.Well that is simply because iI was sitting for my O-Level examination.....Now that its over...Wat a relief.......And now i am looking foword to my my final days with so called 'FRIENDS'.After which if they still remember me....we shall meet again if i am invited...If not,then on the 19th shall be our parting.........

Over the past few years...I've been thru lots....I started growing out of the shell,but today it seems that I have still achieve nothing at all....I go out with my classmates...i've talk to them......But i wonder...what is the real defination of 'FRIENDS'.........Up to now...that word has no meaning in my dictionary...What are they for?

YueLing,Elsie,MunYing,YokeHoon,Wanling,HanKee,Vera,Kamini,Zakiah,LiYing,SuanHui,
WeeLing,Mista,YiMei,DeeDee,XiaoJing,JinJin,YuenChung,Brason,Gin,Jelessa,Joan,YeeLing,
ShuJun,YingHui,Richard,KenLow,FunYong,Yushi.......I can name them all......But who are they to me?What am I to them?Will they remember me whenever there is a party?Will I be invited?All this question running thru my head.......It makes me wonder......Have I change thru the years at all?Or onli I think I have but i am still the anti-social me?

Well...One thing Will always be sure....I will not let myself be hurt again by teh word friendship...I have been let down One too many times......

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